
My buddy showed this
cartoon awhile ago so thank you JD.
One more final to go, and my dreams of summer will be a reality. After four finals, I thought I would feel more of a relief since I am closer to the finish, but I just feel anxiety and anticipation when thinking about "the end." As much as it will be relaxing after finals are over, I realize that means I have to return to normal life. I'm so used to being strung out in lawschoolland that it will be strange to put together some semblance of a life without constant worry, pressure, and struggle.
I have a 5k
race this Sunday after I return home which is a 9.3 on the Hillometer Chart (out of 10, and I think they made this hill scale up). Last time i ran this race, on the "Bastard" (the worst hill in the race which we have to go up twice), people were basically crawling or walking at the top. So this will be a nice ending to my first year of law school especially considering I feel out of shape.
Gearing up for the River to Sea in August, which is a 92 mile relay race across New Jersey and hopefully, if all goes well and I don't get mysteriously injured again, a marathon (Philadelphia?) in the fall.
I need to get more serious about running. I love running for the love of the sport but I also am dying for the self-satisfaction that comes along with improvement. (sort of reference to that Pre quote "You have to wonder at times what you're doing out there. Over the years, I've given myself a thousand reasons to keep running, but it always comes back to where it started. It comes down to self-satisfaction and a sense of achievement").
So I miss being competitive and challenging myself physically and mentally. I have to quite playing around and commit.